There's a baby in there!!!

"I'm in love with a child l haven't met yet!" Unknown

Going into this ultrasound I don't think I had ever felt so scared and nervous in my life. I was so worried that I'd have all this hope ripped from me all over again. But I know that what ever the outcome of this ultrasound it didn't matter because I had John and together we would embrace whatever we were given and deal with it however we needed to! 

WELL...

Not only did we see a baby but we also got to the heartbeat! 106BPM!! :D I am over the moon excited! I couldn't see John's face but when she showed us the heartbeat all I heard was "OMG!" I could just picture his smile! :D 

They changed my due date to Oct 21st making me exactly 6wks today as opposed to 6wks 2days which I am totally ok with!! we won't be finding out if the baby is a boy r girl we will be keeping it a surprise!!

I go see my Dr next Thursday although I am trying REALLY hard to get in with a midwife but I am just on the wait list. They say they will call me as soon as a spot becomes available. 

I will have another ultrasound scheduled for 11wks. I can't even tell you guys how happy and relieved I am right now! I am so beyond in love with this little baby already!  

"There is such a special sweetness in being able to participate in creation." Pamela S Nadav